In My Bleeding Soul

I will welcome you in my magic world soon. And I want to walk on the dark side of your mystery, of your soul.
Do you wish to stay?

She put the letter in a black envelope, leaving nothing but the trace of her name on it and threw it under the door. Melodic words dancing in her head: ΄΄Do you wish to stay?΄΄

She went for a long walk imagining how much more beautiful this magic world would become if he was a part of it. Melodic words dancing in her head:
΄΄Do you wish to stay?΄΄

Live as beautifully as you can this life, whichever path you choose to follow. You can even kill the structure of societies to manage it. She smiled and whispered:
΄΄You’re a good liar but so am I!’’

You see, I talked to a friend. She said she can’t be there whenever I need her, but we can drink coffee once in a while, talk about our lives. She’ll smile and say:
΄΄So glad to see you, I have missed you!΄΄

And all we do is fail ourselves and hurt God because we’ve never even seen true love in this true world. Misery. It doesn’t matter anymore. I always knew what the answer was.

Do you wish to stay?

I’m alone. I hope to find love sometime. I’d like to fall in love with it.

(written 2002)